Annual audit statement. ..;)
2012 was annus horribilis for me...2013 just sped by...
It was a year of rebuilding for me-relationship, life, work, passion ...I know
It's not possible to become an exemplary figure to the younger lot....no proper bank balance, no car, no house and if life suddenly glares at me..I would just return back an exclaim...like "What!!"
But I do have something at the end of this year...*smirking*
.an experience and a mellowness
.A toning down of what I would term as aggressive longigness. This aggression is self inflicted like the narrator of Raven..
I don't want it to end. Never more like the raven said..I can never ever quell this silent longing inside me..
Seasons don't amaze me anymore. ..However I can't deny certain images that hover around me when there is an early nip in the air....
This has been a vacation full year for me...I went touring 5 times...The last one being a week before. ..I slept and read in this particular trip. ..It made me know how exhausted I am...next year or rather 2 months from now I want to go to the sufi festival..A likeness I have recently discovered.
I have tried to keep myself social media free. ..This is because it's difficult to quell this jealous streak that I have inside me.
I have been working with underprivileged and dyslexic children for over a year now..Their zest for life amaze me..
And yes..I have developed a culinary skill.I cook these days a lot..
I have also devised a term called mental sharing. ..any new thing I see or do I mentally share it...This is my way of being in communion...
Finally I was born a Hindu and will die as one but I have adopted Buddhism as a way of life...chanting has given me strength unknown before. ..
I find celebrating new year foolish but I'm on my way to one...will tomorrow be different. .I wonder?
