Surprise

Thoreau once wrote....
Go confidently
In the direction
Of your dreams!
Live the life
You've imagined.....

I was doing this for more than 2 years now....and I was happy in my own make believe world....travelling to exotic places, listening to music , cooking , laughing , crying with him. My life was beautiful and had no place for anyone. In my world of shadows he was mine and mine only.
        " I wake up lonely there's an air of silence all around. ..
         In my bedroom and all around....
Make believing we together...."

The lady of shallot had cried out...."im half sick of shadows". She wanted to go out to the real world....for her love... I dont..then why?

life surprised me once again ......I dont want surprises...I dont want to be the lady of shallot moving peacefully to an apocalyptic end.

I was so happy just to hear him.....I am so sad just to hear him...So dear life..do away with your surprises and if this is what it has to be then don't take him away from me...ever!!!