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Wednesday, 31 December 2014

When I LOOK BEHIND




The year  rolled in like any other . Much like pieces of flotsam, my thoughts
And emotions floated  all over the place , skimming , attaching and detaching from
Things , people and  experiences. I was dependent on these pieces for happiness
And peace of mind.

And then my entire world was encompassed by a renewed connect. I walked
Into this with measured steps. Taking a step forward and two behind. But
Then who has ever walked into love with caution. Slowly and surely every
Waking thought was focussed on that one person I connected to. Every emotion
Cried out to be shared and every moment sought that special connect. In midst
Of happier and not so happier moments the bond and dependence grew.

 I know I have sugar coated and pushed to the bottom a lot
Of realities. Am I living an illusion, choosing to skim over the sootier
Bits. I don’t have an answer. But I can count my blessings for being
Blessed and lucky. How many of us get to be loved like me. I now
Know divinity. And I can say without a doubt that this has been
My best year so far. And so as my car snakes through the traffic
To reach the venue  and I wait for another year to go by.




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