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Friday, 25 April 2014

B eautiful Star

Pablo Neruda said...
" I love you without knowing how, when or from where.  I love you simply without  problems or pride. I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that my hand upon my chest is your hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close."

Few years ago on this day I spoke to him for the first time.  And today I can echo Neruda's thought on love .  He has taught me to love without a destination. ..has taught me to love without conditions.

Its a divine feeling to love without expectations. ..yet....to know certain mind spaces have been reserved till death do us part.

I can tell him things I can never share and he absorbs everything I say and actually wants to hear more.

I share dreams and hopes for the future that will never be achieved and he just patiently hears me out and actually tells me to keep doing so.

He is never embarrassed to cry with me or laugh when I make a fool of myself. Oh he does call me "dumbo" at times...but don't I  love it.

He has never hurt me or rather never told me that im not good enough but rather he has built me up and shown me things about myself that makes me special and even beautiful.

Things that seem insignificant to most people such as a song , a note or a memory becomes invaluable treasure kept safe in his heart to cherish.

There is a special calmness around him...he makes me feel like him.

He is a rainbow in my life...colours look brighter and brilliant. ..laughter seems part of my daily life.

A phone call once a week where we talk like silly kids,  where we dream hopelessly,  and where I get to hear him call me endearment s...help me to glide past my life.

He has taught me that every little thing including us are transient in life...but to be happy even if there is no tomorrow.

He is my special gift from heaven...and I ? im his almond cupcake.....:)

AN AFTERTHOUGHT....
I read what BOb Marley  wrote on love...and Neruda,  who is also him's favourite. ..part of my post is inspired by their quotes.

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